Gonna live a carefree life, not seeking the right one.

I have given all and been back to my defeated state.

The only thing I could possibly do is to keep my time occupied by my studies and work.

Life gets so tiring that sometimes I wish I have a pillar to hang on.

However, those who comes were always jerks or bastard.

Never one sincere, and here I'm starting afresh again.

Hoping for a new goal, a new direction.

I wish if life was possible I want to isolate myself from people for a moment.

Be it because I'm tired facing people, or solving people's problem.

Maybe one find day when people around realized I stop being who I am now,

they might learn to treasure me.

Maybe I should just keep the distance by guarding my heart.

Time to keep it low...