Few days of happy days.
Finally I've got back the glow in me, the bubbly self that I once lost it.
Someone taught me how to see things in a lighter way.
I learn to take relationship less seriously, sudden the urge of finding the Mr Right in me is gone.
The reason behind this is the right equation out of the relationship to me is not achieveable.
It could be a mental block in me.
One needs a negative to contract with a postive to attract,
for my case I am in between positive and negative,
therefore the extreme ends of both will not attract but the in between one will.
I learn not to give myself away so easily as to protect myself before I'm being played out.
Being in an control environment and control situation is not easy.