It's happening all over again...
If only I never made the same mistake I've made before probably so...
Now the case is I'm not only not forgiving the person,
but not forgiving myself for what I have did to myself knowingly knows something of such incident might happen.
The hardest is not about forgiving others but about forgiving oneself.
I'm tired, tired for fighting for every single relationship to work.
All I want is to be alone... and not hear from anyone or do anything with others.
I can't let it out neither can I do anything about the situation,
I guess the only way is to accept it, trash my feelings out with the things that I can possibly do.