Many times these inspiration just comes and go.

Recently, I just picked up mountain biking and BMX, newbie into this sport.

Seriously I am totally enjoying it, every moment of it. 

Picking this new skill is cool, even though I keep falling.

Falling teaches me to pick up and learn again from where I fell.

Met lots of young boys riding this kinda thing and seriously it seems fun.

Finally I found the joy to do sports all over again after so long feeling burnt out.

In fact I just came back from a race reccee and a slow ride back from the reccee place.

Totally love the bike that my boss passes to me to ride, the ironhorse is seriously a good bike frame.

Mountain biking is seriously much more technical than road biking. 

Road biking is seriously much more easier u just got to whack hard and go fast and keep pedalling.

Where else mountain biking is more about techniques, how to turn where to track stand , how to anticipate.

There's so much to learn. There is so much fear for me to overcome.

When I do all these, I learnt to become stronger. I learnt to use it to occupy my free time.

I will keep practicing till I get perfect or better on it.

Facing everyday is tiring and these sports keep me going every min every sec.

Lately many friends have been talking to me about asking me to get into a relationship.

Seriously if I can't find the right one, no point going for right.

And well if I like someone or have interest in someone and the someone doesn't it's also pointless so yea what's the rush?

I can managed myself being alone, so why need someone?

I wanna be independent and not like what I used to be before reliant on someone, especially emotionally.

I have gone pass that why are friends asking me to track back?

It's not easy going on alone but what's that bad going alone too...

I don't know if I have came to a point to trust someone fully and trust the right person to share my life with.

I only know when it comes everything will come naturally.

Seriously, I don't really like guys who thinks that I am a pretty girl, someone who they just wanna look for looks and talent, but someone who appreciate me the way I am. 

Someone who understands what I've been through and willing to go through this with me again, not some pretty girl.

I never thought I was ever pretty till even now, I just think I am ordinary.

The only extraordinary is that I am not your average girl who depends every single thing on others but try to explore first before depending on others.

I like to try to do the extremes and test how far I can go, I like to experience it first before coming to you.

That's me not those who ask u every single thing, this is so that I learn and I will take responsibility of my life. 

I wonder sometimes who will accept such a person LOL... 

Anyway enough of me, these days I have been busy filming some cycle safety video.

Hopefully it turns out well, thanks to those who spend time doing it.

This week has been real busy, hope I can get more rest and more mountain biking session for this week :)